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The wrong way to survive a summer.

you never thought you'd crave this much control.

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the last days of summer
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recently, it was out of control, and to be back in control, i have put myself of a strict diet and lifestyle. this is the journal of the diet, the lifestyle and all that comes from.

i am 18. i am the fat girl who everyone lies to and says, "how skinny!" and then turns around and snickers.

i am disgusting.
my thighs are huge. and i look disgusting.

my current and goal forever: 80 pounds.

at five foot one, this is not unreasonable.
i run every day. and it should work. but it doesnt.

because. i am an obese cow.


but i'll do it.
because nothing tastes as good as thin feels.


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